Clearing.

So what am I really afraid of?

1. Being found out. That I am a fraud, a fake a worthless useless phony.
2. That being perfect will be required sooner rather than later, and I'm so not there.
3. That I will keep falling on my face or arse and never get off the ground to fly.
4. That no one will ever see my true worth, because I can't let it out to shine.
5. That the more that is required of me, the more I take on, the more I will fail at.
6. That failure is inevitable, unavoidable, destined without any chance to alter it.
7. I will never make it. I am always and forever lost. Without any hope.
8. Not having enough time. Time that matters.
9. That what's really important will never get to happen.
10. I'm to busy to get it all done, What if I forget something really big.
11. To many people are counting on me for to much and there is now way I can do it all.
12. Money truly does make the world turn and I will never have it.
13. That I'm going to make a bigger mess of things than I already have.
14. Of not being enough. Of showing up completely and still it is inadequate.
15. No matter what i do will never be enough to make a difference
16. All that I am is a lie, and I don't really know who or what i am.
17. That it's to late anyway.
18. That I am alone. lost and forgotten.
19. that this whole thing is pointless, another lesson in futitility that I simply cannot learn.
20. that I will always be incomplete, in progress and lacking in every way; not just completion.


What does that make me (feel)

worthless I
lost I
alone I
pathetic I
victim I
unworthy I
unloved I
dependant I
weak I
fake I
plastic I
replicatable I
broken I
unfixable I
tarnished I
useless I
cracked I
permanant I
damaged I
broke I
screwup I
disgusting I
dispicable I
degenerate I
lonely I
sad I
miseable I
teattering I
fragile I
disinterested I
dull I
uninteresting I
hidden I
without I
with-held I
undeserving I
winey I
pathetic I
angry I
lost I
hopeless I
lier I
jerk I
dummy I
idiot I
unloved I
incapable I
incompetant I
finished I
washed-up I
quitter I
loser I

FACT or INTREPRETATION

That makes me?

I AM LIGHT PRESENT