The Difference A Day Makes.

Ok it is way way to cold out there to do anything at all for any length of time so let's give this a go instead.

Well how about those apples. I'm actually sane and level headed today. I can see straight and everything. All because I said yes to an invite I've been wanting, aching to initiate for months. Yet haven't.
Yes the girlie movie was fun and all, we laughed tons and that did feel great. I gotta say the whole dish dump cry laugh vent cry giggle sob fest for three hours after that - aamazing.
All those things that so needed to be said; to someone anyone who really cares.
All the hurt I have inside the guilt anger frustration weight sadness loneliness - all of it got a voice. The separations and pains the aches in my heart the tape holding it all together the superwoman cracking.
And today I have no sleep to back me up today, but how my psyche, my soul my core has strength and stability it didn't just one day ago.

I don't think one thing in this past 18 months got left out - for either of us.

How 'bout that.
Now the one wish to just have someone hold me so I can cry it all out is just that much closer. I'm going to be alright.
Here that oasis from Sunday had a spill over into Monday and an extra side effect for today.
Perfect.
=)
Cheers.