I'm a mess. At the point of a breakdown really and fighting it. Which is stressing to say the least.
I want the breakthrough but how do I get into and through the breakdown right here.
I feel defeatment creeping in and the countering thought of don't give up yet. Don't quit. Rest if you wish but keep on.
When what I want is to throw in towel say leave me alone and go back to bed.
Hiding won't change I have a mortgage payment to make today. Or a house to sort out. Or a business for myself to kick it up. Or a labour of love miracle to get launched.
I need a partner. A Team. A coach. A cheer leader. A do over.
A day this bright is so full of possibilities. I see that. Know that. Want so much to feel and experience that.
I'm trying. Heaven help me I'm trying.
Cheers
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