And another one down

Dinner was very nice. Good to let down a bit and relax.

Why is it I keep receiving those requests for video testimonials when I make these big moments happen? Am I really that interesting on camera?
Oh well I was dolled up so what could it hurt, right?
Another website with my picture and story on it. Talk about sending it out there.

So we are now coming up on final day. THE single most intense day of this whole PhD program. Competing Commitments. I have a ton of those. I can list 10 challenging pairs off the top of my head right now.
It will be a very long very very big day.
Twelve solid hours of final stuff.

And pictures. Oh yeah like there is nothing that comes up when bring that one up.

Going to be a very interesting day for certain.
AND THEN i am going to go find a way to see my ocean.
That rain had better stop so I can get there. The ocean is right there just over that hill and behind the building on the other side of the freeway

I had better get me my ocean time before I have to leave or I am not going to be happy. Come all this way to find me and not even see the ocean.
Breath. Yeah no energy about that at all.

I can't believe who long and short and fast this week has been It seems like six weeks ago.
I committed to Heart for 2009
Something tells me Feb is not the right time. Not that other little voice. I need to allow for another personal mastery, and advanced first before hand.
There is something changing. Some big change coming. And that will all it all to be on the same page so move forward with heart as complete.
That doesn't make any sense. But when I say it out loud it resonates. That's right.
Intent plus mechanism equals results.
Being Casual only creates Casualties.
I have been very casual for a very long time. That casualness came a high price and the realization nearly to late.
I DID HAVE to find myself I was out of time.
Past time.

And I got it.
I found me hidden and hiding,
I got the love, all the way from the roots on top to the toes at the bottom
I got me.