Grounded

I stood my ground today.
Been practicing ground and centered allot. And breathing, I'll get to that one later.

I thought about what I wanted coming from the stand I create. I actually said to someone else that I come first and my kids come second. I come first. That felt little odd but really good to actually say outloud.
I even had a french manicure done at school today by my Sarah, very nice job too.

Speaking of jobs, this just has not been working. I went in there fully prepared to quit and walk away whatever that looked like. Instead I brought up that I need to do new schedule. And I was listened to. I have my nights back and most of my evenings.
Look at me!
Creating a stand and standing in it. AND I also created three training classes a week, two with other adults in novice class.

I can do this. Been wearing Kim's bracelet she gave me, really is a good trigger. I can make a difference.
And when harry takes over or my self talk does down,I can snap it for a wakeup call.
Done that more than a few times today.

This isn't going to be easy, no one said it would, just worth it.

Been thinking more I want to create my own business. Don't know how to go about doing that. Want-Need-Find thing. Website seems good place to start. I know nothing about doing that though- yet. Maybe Michelle's powerful women network good place to start.
Not all that sure, but it's not going away. In fact seeping into more and more.

Interesting day. First bit of snow.One nightmare to the next and yet oddly a rather good day now at the end.
Wonder what tonight will bring? Set the night to music, did it all for the glory of