Monday on a Wednesday

The thing about a holiday mid week is that the next day back feels like Monday all over again.
Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining in any way about an extra day off.
It was much needed and appreciated. A stay at home get things done day. Not that I got much done either.
Today was an interesting day.
I am still amazed at what comes back when I send out my intent. And humbly grateful at the same time.

Turns out my boss heard what I said, looked into it and agreed with me. Gave us an opportunity for a different conversation. And instead of me trying to figure out how to get him to agree to a change, he was already on that page and he suggested it first. Back to what really works best 25-27 hours instead of stressing over 35. Gives me the time for my kids I wanted him to agree to. All without me even having to ask outloud. 'Cause I sent out that intent first. Wow. Oh and it starts now. Works for me.

That change meant that I could do girls night tonight. And that was something I didn't realize I really needed. It was nice to sit and talk, eat and laugh. Play with babies and give them back. See friends I haven't had time to see in ages. It was nice. It felt good to connect like that again. It's been months.
I needed that.

Coming home, looking up seeing clear sky, bright full moon and twinkling stars; My heart felt gratitude. For everything.
Don't think that I don't think about it.

Friends I talk to daily, or just once in awhile.
Family. So much. I am grateful I got the chance to see and know who I am.
I like me. And all that comes with it.
Phenomenal cosmic power, itty bitty living space.

And after girls night tonight, I put together one for next week also. Movie night.
Going to do that advanced screening thing. Hanging out with the ladies. What a unique idea.

hmmm
Maybe I shouldn't be typing while watching CMA's. They seem to be leaking into my thoughts.

Tonight watching the sky on my way home, I got more clarity.
I wanted the time to get to the things I wanted. I got that - hey that goal I set that I thought I was failing on, turns out I met it; last week. How 'bout that didn't even know.
I wanted to be at peace and now I am. In every area.
Disappointment is the result of an unfair expectation. I got past that, for now.
Music has the power to help us heal. The power is me. In the end love is so much more than just a dream.
The greatest gift of all is Love.
I have the greatest gift and I have given it.
It is not just a dream. And it is happening to me.

My intent. My life. By Design.
Suddenly. No lingering, No doubt, no empty loss.
With purpose for a reason. For real.

And i was up for the midnight message. Nice
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