Thursday

week is winding down. It feels like it's been both a very long week and a too short week.
Hard to believe I started off this week in another country.
It seems like so long ago, and just last minute all rolled into one.

I noticed today there are some things I miss.
One being the smell; that freshness. It's been a long time since I could breath that deeply. I definietly miss that! Here I seem to only take short shallow breaths. Really hard to breath deep. Certainly notice that lack of oxygen.
That moisture in the air, not only smelled great and much easier to breathe. But also nicer for my hair and skin. I am so unbelievable itchy here. It's driving me nearly insane. Stupid hot dry air. And my hair. That may of been one of the few times I liked my curls. Boy did they come out. Makes me kinda wonder how they'd look if I lived in that type of climate all the time.
Can you imagine? Curls in Costa Rica. Bet the other girls curls would come out too.

Sigh. Just one more check to the list.

I miss my people. Well I miss the sleep the last few nights. Or the lack of it coming from not knowing where my people are.
And i miss the hugs. Spent an entire week getting lots and lots of them. And now a week with just a few.
Sigh.

I don't know how to begin doing all of this.
Just finally getting myself was gianormous.
How do I get it from there?
Molding myself into that picture that developed in my mind.
I liked her, allot. I want to be that.
I really do, and I don't know how.

Just holding onto that "I make a Difference" and see what can happen.

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