Idiots.
There are drivers out there who are complete and utter idiots. Most of the time I try and be courteous. The whole share the road, Karma thing. But when a moron on a cell phone obliviously making a left turn on a red nearly taking out my baby come along, my cool is gone.
I do not need nor want any more accidents. And I definitely do not want her hurt again either. I will admit to using my horn long and loud. He missed her by inches. INCHES. And he didn't even have a clue. Makes me feel so mad. No more car accidents. Ever. Had my quota and then some. Idiot. If he can't pay attention to the road and get off the phone, I could see fit to surgically attach it somewhere or maybe just put it where he won't soon forget. Dumbass.
She was freaked watching him come closer to her. Do not mess with mine. Hell hath no fury like the mother of an endangered child.
And Breathe.
The other thing about driving is nice. All that singing time. It's alot of fun watching them learn about chair dancing, and singing away at the top of their lungs. Having fun, joining in.
Really cheers up the day.
Who knew I'd end up with rockers.
I overheard one of the other kids comment today on how they wished I was their mom or that their mom was more like me. I just chuckled under my breath and shook my head.
Guess other mom's aren't big Bounce, or Sonic or Rock fans.
As long as it's got a good beat you can move to, I seem to like it. Too funny just the same.
I've been noticing some odd impulses lately.
Last weekend I had a very strong urge to call danielleson and go clubbing with her.
Me?? And with her. As much as I love her, probably not the wisest of choices.
Wanted to go grab caffeine-a-something and hit the town, with a party animal.
I'm going with an urge to get out and have fun.
I went and stayed home. Turned on some music. Stayed up watching movies I really shouldn't and reading stuff I had no business reading. It was a good night.
But strange.
I have no really desire to hang out with her, esp. not in her element. But still wanted to call her an Zzer.
How whacked is that?
It's been ages since I went out to listen to some good music in a crowd.
Think it'll stay that way too.
I was pondering this afternoon. Well more than that. I was in a real pissy mood after first pickups and thought I'd take a look at that. It was a fairly decent day, but I was just rather grumpy.
I'm sensing a difference. There is something in the wind, a change is coming. And it's big.
There's a whole shift happening out there. And not in a little way either. It's coming and its huge. Atleast for me it is anyway. I know it's big, because of how I'm responding.
Once I looked at that for what it was, my mood resolved itself. It's a big change coming. And instead of the usual panic and anxiety over change I was expecting. I felt calm. A solid comfort of peace. No stress or anything. Serenity to be exact. Nothing is going to be the same and I am completely ok with that. More than ok. My reservoir is full. My foundation is solid. Nothing that comes my way will change who I am. Nothing can take away what is important to me.
No matter what may or may not happen, I am strong, loved and never alone. I am perfectly me.
If he didn't come home, we'd be ok. I'd be ok. Life would go on.
If one of them were gone, I'd be ok. I would know that they knew they were loved absolutely and completely. Life would go on.
If something happened to me, I'd know I was complete. Nothing left unfinished.
And they all would be ok. Life would go on.
Time changes everything. This time last year was very different. Those dreams I fought against so hard were just beginning. I was, well lets not go there.
It was very different a year ago. And in a year from now it will be very different again.
Time changes everything.
Life goes on.
Live well
Laugh often
Love completely
There are drivers out there who are complete and utter idiots. Most of the time I try and be courteous. The whole share the road, Karma thing. But when a moron on a cell phone obliviously making a left turn on a red nearly taking out my baby come along, my cool is gone.
I do not need nor want any more accidents. And I definitely do not want her hurt again either. I will admit to using my horn long and loud. He missed her by inches. INCHES. And he didn't even have a clue. Makes me feel so mad. No more car accidents. Ever. Had my quota and then some. Idiot. If he can't pay attention to the road and get off the phone, I could see fit to surgically attach it somewhere or maybe just put it where he won't soon forget. Dumbass.
She was freaked watching him come closer to her. Do not mess with mine. Hell hath no fury like the mother of an endangered child.
And Breathe.
The other thing about driving is nice. All that singing time. It's alot of fun watching them learn about chair dancing, and singing away at the top of their lungs. Having fun, joining in.
Really cheers up the day.
Who knew I'd end up with rockers.
I overheard one of the other kids comment today on how they wished I was their mom or that their mom was more like me. I just chuckled under my breath and shook my head.
Guess other mom's aren't big Bounce, or Sonic or Rock fans.
As long as it's got a good beat you can move to, I seem to like it. Too funny just the same.
I've been noticing some odd impulses lately.
Last weekend I had a very strong urge to call danielleson and go clubbing with her.
Me?? And with her. As much as I love her, probably not the wisest of choices.
Wanted to go grab caffeine-a-something and hit the town, with a party animal.
I'm going with an urge to get out and have fun.
I went and stayed home. Turned on some music. Stayed up watching movies I really shouldn't and reading stuff I had no business reading. It was a good night.
But strange.
I have no really desire to hang out with her, esp. not in her element. But still wanted to call her an Zzer.
How whacked is that?
It's been ages since I went out to listen to some good music in a crowd.
Think it'll stay that way too.
I was pondering this afternoon. Well more than that. I was in a real pissy mood after first pickups and thought I'd take a look at that. It was a fairly decent day, but I was just rather grumpy.
I'm sensing a difference. There is something in the wind, a change is coming. And it's big.
There's a whole shift happening out there. And not in a little way either. It's coming and its huge. Atleast for me it is anyway. I know it's big, because of how I'm responding.
Once I looked at that for what it was, my mood resolved itself. It's a big change coming. And instead of the usual panic and anxiety over change I was expecting. I felt calm. A solid comfort of peace. No stress or anything. Serenity to be exact. Nothing is going to be the same and I am completely ok with that. More than ok. My reservoir is full. My foundation is solid. Nothing that comes my way will change who I am. Nothing can take away what is important to me.
No matter what may or may not happen, I am strong, loved and never alone. I am perfectly me.
If he didn't come home, we'd be ok. I'd be ok. Life would go on.
If one of them were gone, I'd be ok. I would know that they knew they were loved absolutely and completely. Life would go on.
If something happened to me, I'd know I was complete. Nothing left unfinished.
And they all would be ok. Life would go on.
Time changes everything. This time last year was very different. Those dreams I fought against so hard were just beginning. I was, well lets not go there.
It was very different a year ago. And in a year from now it will be very different again.
Time changes everything.
Life goes on.
Live well
Laugh often
Love completely
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