Ahhh. It feels good to be warm. Heat finally.
Certainly glad that all got fixed. I can have a hot shower now and everything.
I do not enjoy cold ones, not in the slightest.
Two days left and nothing has changed. I feel like I just don't have the courage to make it all come together. But it's nagging. I want it to happen so badly. There are so few times I allow that to call me forward, this just has to be one of them. I will do this. What ever it takes. I did do the next thought that came, finally. More there.
Met with Ron tonight. We tried it his was and that house did not get any more nibbles. He's thinking of renting it out for the winter to at least cover costs. I want to have it all handled, but my hands are really tied. See what I can shake out of that tree.
I did something little different, not sure how I feel about it though I think its a good thing.
I may turn it into a second blog. Haven't decided yet. It was calming to say the least.
No conflict whatsoever. That in and of itself is rather an odd novelty.
Nothing is ever what I expect, why should this surprise me and be any different.
I am not looking forward to early mornings coming. Well I do like my day when it starts at that time. I am able to get so much more done. And as much as I grumble about mornings, it is really my favorite time of day. I do like my 8:00 though.
It's hard to find the motivation to exchange that for 6 or 7. I just have stuff I need to do for me and that seems to be really the only time I can get.
See how I feel about it tomorrow. I have cell alarm. Never have been able to figure out the DVD one, so maybe have to go pick up old fashioned radio alarm clock. I miss my old CD one. I could wake up to anything. I am not going to go back to 5 though. Anything before six it just wrong.
Trying to decide if I should try 30 min earlier for few days or cold turkey it right back to 6. ARG that sounds way to early. I need 45 minutes for flex training. And if I am to try any disciplines, going to need more time than that. Just how important is this whole whacked idea anyway. I need grounding time. That means quiet time at the beginning of my day. That means early.
Ah Snap. 6:30 is. I may try it earlier, later. But now I'm going to have to start getting up that much earlier. I want to, but at the same time, I don't want to. Monday it is. Tomorrow I know I'm going to need that little bit more for recovery from today. See if Friday is a go.
Ok Enough. I don't need cheese with that wine either.
I'm done. Just had to get that out.
Gotta remember to call FL or even look online. See what damage that weekend is.
That and double whammy, guess it means time for bed.
Really sore. May need drugs tonight for decent sleep. Sigh.
Not fun being on my own.
Certainly glad that all got fixed. I can have a hot shower now and everything.
I do not enjoy cold ones, not in the slightest.
Two days left and nothing has changed. I feel like I just don't have the courage to make it all come together. But it's nagging. I want it to happen so badly. There are so few times I allow that to call me forward, this just has to be one of them. I will do this. What ever it takes. I did do the next thought that came, finally. More there.
Met with Ron tonight. We tried it his was and that house did not get any more nibbles. He's thinking of renting it out for the winter to at least cover costs. I want to have it all handled, but my hands are really tied. See what I can shake out of that tree.
I did something little different, not sure how I feel about it though I think its a good thing.
I may turn it into a second blog. Haven't decided yet. It was calming to say the least.
No conflict whatsoever. That in and of itself is rather an odd novelty.
Nothing is ever what I expect, why should this surprise me and be any different.
I am not looking forward to early mornings coming. Well I do like my day when it starts at that time. I am able to get so much more done. And as much as I grumble about mornings, it is really my favorite time of day. I do like my 8:00 though.
It's hard to find the motivation to exchange that for 6 or 7. I just have stuff I need to do for me and that seems to be really the only time I can get.
See how I feel about it tomorrow. I have cell alarm. Never have been able to figure out the DVD one, so maybe have to go pick up old fashioned radio alarm clock. I miss my old CD one. I could wake up to anything. I am not going to go back to 5 though. Anything before six it just wrong.
Trying to decide if I should try 30 min earlier for few days or cold turkey it right back to 6. ARG that sounds way to early. I need 45 minutes for flex training. And if I am to try any disciplines, going to need more time than that. Just how important is this whole whacked idea anyway. I need grounding time. That means quiet time at the beginning of my day. That means early.
Ah Snap. 6:30 is. I may try it earlier, later. But now I'm going to have to start getting up that much earlier. I want to, but at the same time, I don't want to. Monday it is. Tomorrow I know I'm going to need that little bit more for recovery from today. See if Friday is a go.
Ok Enough. I don't need cheese with that wine either.
I'm done. Just had to get that out.
Gotta remember to call FL or even look online. See what damage that weekend is.
That and double whammy, guess it means time for bed.
Really sore. May need drugs tonight for decent sleep. Sigh.
Not fun being on my own.
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