Steppin' Up

HOLY SNAP!!

I friggin' did it! 4 in 4,? nope. No I did way more than that. Got B one. And I did my own five.
I did six and I did IT!!
At 7:30 when I left work there was nothing. I even put in that specific request for help and got turned down flat.
I was ticked. And this time I said I was not ok with it. There is no way I am letting any of that slide. Not now not ever. Life is to short for there to be any other option.

I sent Zak a message coming from where I was at. His response was perfectly right.
It doesn't matter what shows up, it matters that I show up. Hang in there.
Hard work does pay off and that is all you need. Since I've got that part taken care of, the rest will come.
Boy does it ever. You only ever fail if you quit. That's not an option.
I know it's not over yet.
But when I show up I show up in a big way.
Just turn that light on and shine out there for everyone to see.
Mine came from the most stubborn, hardest No's I've ever had.
But I put in that very specific request that I needed support and help and I got just that.
Scholarship or not, I did this tonight.
I am so proud of me!
I turned my biggest Alligators (obstacles) into Allies tonight.

What else happened today?
I did not want to go to meetings tonight, and that worked itself out.
Someone else cancelled it.
Thank Heaven.
It seems like it's been a lifetime away.
Wow What a day.

Let it shine, Baby.
Let it shine.