Snap

Uggg. Not the way I planned to start my day.
4:00 message is not a pleasant way to wake up. Scared the living tar out of me and I was suddenly wide awake. It took hours to calm down enough to get back to sleep. Right about the time I was planning on getting up. Messed up my whole morning. And I am exhausted, just wiped. I did have some words for that messenger this morning though. I was in the process of getting up when my mind started to wander. Next thing I knew it was an hour later. I was having a very bizarre, odd and yet strangely good dream. One of those out there could never happen, yet you'd kinda like it to moments. I woke up with a smile anyway, and then I saw the time. Snap.
I should not have stayed up that late either. When I started dozing off I should have just gone to bed.
I have a plan for today, but it seems lost in my brain fog of not really wanting to be awake.

It is Friday, finally. It seems like this week has been rather a long one. Thought it might last forever. On my own yet again.

Have a birthday guy on Sunday. Thought about checking out the Reptile show with him Saturday. There was that Africa service project I wanted to participate in, but it's not the tag along kid kind of a thing. They like the reptile show. And maybe my baby will be there. Her I would loooove to see again. She is probably the sexiest thing I have ever seen. My beautiful black pine snake. Her I would take home with me in a heart beat.
It's that black thing again for sure. I pretty sure I'd like anything if it was that perrrfect shimmering colour. Animals, insects, reptiles, clothes, cars, bikes. Something about that.

Speaking of that. I am still not overly happy about getting talked out of my other baby this summer. I know they're right, but it still bugs me. I know my track record sucks and I have that stupid danger magnet tendency, but do I have to be happy about it? I don't want a vespa either. That ruins the whole thing. It would be like kissing a look a like instead of the real thing.
Mind you if one were to put the two together.
Nope. Done.

We did talk last night and look over this last months hours and next month schedule. He did notice finally that I seem to have be here an awful lot. Uh yeah 120 hours in two and half weeks is alot for part time helping. Thanks for noticing.
And we finalized what hours and such are needed. Basically calendered what I am already doing so he can see it. That feels better. It does mean Fridays I will be done at 7:30 instead of 9. I do like that. Now for the two nights to myself...

Ah Serendipity.
I was thinking about how much I need a tuning. Sandy just called. I may have a Wed. appt.
That would be much needed. My head is all out of whack today. See how that goes.

Well enough time wasted. Can't have a nap yet, way to early.
First pick up is in hour anyway.

Hurrah for Friday.

Great. Now I get to spend my Friday night downtown.
Meetings are not for Fridays.
Well I did want to have quiet time, maybe I'll get that if we're not there all night.
Won't be wrangling kids at any rate. End of the week I need some peace.
Especially after this afternoon.
How the hell am I ever going to get anywhere at this rate.
I had a totally different night in mind.
C'est la vie.
La Vie.

Let's try a different shift.
Te damos gracious por mi familia
Te damos gracious por los ninos y por mi esposo
Te damos gracious por mi vida y por esta dia
Te damos gracious por los escrituras y por los libertad
Te damos gracious por la oportunidad ha apreder y enterarse de algo

Smile.