Taking stock

That is so not fair.
I had this all typed out and saved, but it didn't save it for some reason.

Though that might not be a bad thing. The first round was not overly positive. I was venting something rather pissy. Probably better that it is lost in cyberspace not sitting there waiting to bite me back.

I wasn't overly happy about how my week ended not where I wanted it to be. I didn't face upto something that was said wednesday and it's really been bugging me. Like usual I ignored it hoping to make it go away. No such luck.
I didn't even go out with the girls last night cause It was getting all over other areas in my life.
Same reason why I didn't go watch a gorgeous sunset when I had ti
me alone either.
Just really shut down by what someone else who was not wholly informed either I might add said about me. It really hurt and I took it very personally.
That someone would say I wasn't enough. That all my efforts were insufficient really irked me.
No it really pissed me off, but it took until today to really get that out.

But hey in all that the back door is finally working again.
Other stuff did get handled.
In taking stock guess should look at entire picture.
2 picked berries today. There were 43 big red sweat juicy strawberries in the patch
Probably last ones of the year. They were amazing. I grew those.

Going to go play in Harewleck Park with 2-5.
Get out and have some fun with them.
No reason have to be at home single parenting.
Run and enjoy the sun while we can.