Insanity

Tonight was crazy busy. Twelve intro ones. It was hopping, insanity. I loved it. In some crazy way I loved it. Thrived on it. It was awesome. And totally nuts.
I haven't stopped moving all friggin day. And I am not even sure if I accomplished anything. I feel somewhat dazed.

It is freezing. I am freezing.
All due to silly mix up.
They should have it all worked out sometime tomorrow. But for today there is no gas which means no heat and no hot water. It sucks. I am sleeping in flannel jammies tonight. Not a fun night to be home alone.

Poorly little J was having such a rough day. She couldn't even get dressed this morning.
I decided to just spend the morning with her at school. We snuggled on the couch and read stories together. Taking turns. She seems to have been struggling so hard for someone so little. When we spelled letters, she remember how to read the words. It was breaking my heart to see such a struggle from my little heart. Even stayed and cooked lunch for them.
It was a good day.
Zoo School is next week and I'm going to try and do a couple days with them.
I don't think we've spent nearly enough time together.

The morning snuggles and hug time have been really wonderful.
Nothing else matters.

I've been going over that conversation with my Dad yesterday and it still blows me away.
I am just glad it isn't to little to late.
I can hardly believe it just the same.
That he would show and express his thoughts and feelings.
Wow.

Brrrr. Got to go find a way to warm up.
It is freezing!