Friday, October 24, 2008

Game On

I should know by now not to be surprised.
But I marvel and I am in absolute awe at what happens.
Just stunned.

I came right to that point today of almost not going forward.
But I just couldn't bring myself to stop.
I kept it going. Reminding myself I was already there.
I put out that cosmic order and let it go. It came back.
I was not prepared to do any more waiting.

Knowing what needed to happen and how far out there is really was, I let it go.

The moment I flipped that switch. That I was not prepared to be distracted any longer.
That I committed to this, what I wanted bigger than I my wildest expectations happened. Someone else already out there showed just how much faith they have in me. IT is coming together, just like it always does when I show up to play.
The game is on baby!
And i am in it.

I am past the point where I can ignore myself any longer.

My heart wants to be free. Not my physical heart, my other one.
All those things I wanted, start with this.
I don't even know what this is, but I know I am going to SanFran.
I don't care about any other detail, They will all work out.
I am going to go face my toughest, hardest challenge ever. Myself.

What was that line again about my time and place of coming forth. Something about magnitude.

Game On.

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