Again....

I get why I feel this way today. There are more tears on the way. About what, I'm not entirely sure. But something's there.
The next thing or more of the same?
This one appears to be building into a doozie. Or maybe I'm just getting more accustomed to letting it happen.
I can just see it now. I'm going out to get passport started. I'm going to be standing in line and have a melt down, right in the middle of a crowd of strangers.
Who's crying now? Um that'd be me, still... again. Take your pick.

I feel a sense of loss? What did I lose? Life is good, really good.
Yet here come the tears.
What in heaven's name did I do now?
Where is this coming from?
I'm sitting here alone, crying and I don't know why.
Ah Snap.