Summer Day

The day got off to an early start, but not in a bad way.
It seemed like a long night. I know I didn't stay up late and I did sleep all night long, but it was bizarre sleep. Dreams that made no sense whatsoever. And I couldn't connect at all. The only good thing was having all of them there too. That always makes things better.
I decided it was safe to attend planning meeting this morning. I do want to get that back up and booming. I have alot of passion there, just personally timid. It will be longer road working up and on myself this time around. Starting from ground zero. It will truly be my climb this time. No one else but me.
The meeting today was breakfast meeting on west end. Tough getting them all up and out the door on time, drop them off and fight traffic through construction to the restaurant.
But it was worth it. I got hugs from Ray, Fay, and Michelle. The 'i missed you, sooo glad to see you again, you mean the world to me kind of hugs'
I need those. LOTS of those.
The meeting was good. It reminded me of other things I have achieved already. What I have already done once, is not that much harder to repeat and then some. I left feeling really good about possibilities for future. This year I have all five in school. For the first time ever I have time during the day. I can build my business with bigger slots than nooks and crannies. And now I'm plugged into a group doing just that. Mom's with kids building businesses with success.

$5K passive income By October 10/08. That's the intended result. That's the goal. That's going to be alot of work.
No more stories. Now time to use real email and update website. And get focused.
Busy just got a whole new meaning.
Do I know what I want? You better believe I do. These guys know me and truly love me. I can be myself and it won't matter what that is today. I will get all the support I need to make it happen.
If is to be it is up to me.
Trying and failing is all part of the journey. What can I learn from it, pick up and move ahead.

When you have the WHY, the how just happens. Don't worry about how, just focus on intent. If you know why the rest will come. Why? for Smiles. ALL of them.

After that I had to go have lunch with kids. And I had to take diet coke to him afterall.
A friend told me once you can tell the type or parent, by how children interact with them.
My kids are all over me, all the time. We had a tickle, wrestle match for a mars bar at lunch.
And not just my kids, it draws other kids to us too. What does that say about what kind of mom I am? I don't know, but the kissing contest with girls was fun. I can only hope I am my very best for them and that it is sufficient. After all what's my wish?

The most important things in my whole life are those six. I do everything for them. Lately I haven't been doing anything. It hurts to less and my best for those I love. I don't expect to be perfect at everything all the time or any of the time. My best is sometimes not very much at all. But as long as they know how much I love them by my words and actions, it is enough. More than enough.

The sun is shining today. I have already had a fantastic day. I still have an afternoon to myself.
And then TKD tonight. I hope to be home early enough for stories tonight. Stories and snuggles.
All to soon my little girls will be gone.
Today is all that matters.
Tomorrow hasn't happend yet
Farewell to yesterday.

Yes I Can.