Reflecting

I am so tired today. Looking back on my week, I can scarcely believe what I created. It's pretty incredible what I do when I get connected. It's blinding and a whole lot of fun. From the night in the ER that scared me pretty bad to Thrs. dinner, to meeting, to BP's after and then Friday. It has been some week.
I know I got a good sleep last night, nine hours or more even. Just still so tired. I even came home early without kids to have a nap. Which I did, and keep right on sleeping. Feed them and now I want to head right back to sleep.
I am amazing. Tried something new again for dinner and it rocked. Sweet and salty and tangy all in one. Kids sure liked it. Fruit and meat, who knew.
I have so much up in the air as a new week begins. I feel like I don't know where to start. Start at the very beginning a very good place to start, I know. What can I complete in the next few days?
It's etiquette dinner on Saturday. I've been working to wear that dress. Already have perfect black heels. Wonder if it'll look like I think it will. 30 is alot, but will it be enough? Donno, but I have a back up just in case. I'm excited to get all dressed up. Imagine me excited about showing off, after all this time, and for BBs even. I'm going to be one, one of these days. C and I may be getting them together at this rate. I don't care if I'm hottest BB grandma there ever was, I am going to get it.
How would it look if I pulled it all together this week? Pulled it all together so I could run away the following week. Well not run away exactly. I pull this week together and complete what's up in the air, could I make Kiyosaki happen? What would it be like to make that happen? Oh that would rock. Four days. I would get four days to me before school starts after the long weekend.
I could handle that. And get to convention? Oh that would make up for this last two months in a heartbeat. Way over and above Motiva.
I can do that. Feel my way through all of that. Send in the order, make it better than my greatest expectations and then allow. Be the best that I can possibly be at what I am already doing and watch the magic happen.
Time again, the magic happens. Bling!
Look at me shine. Go!