Quickie

Just a note to end the day on in a different frame than earlier.

I went for a walk this afternoon and found myself in temple square.
That right at first quieted my sad. The peace, the calm, the stillness. It made me feel hope.
The in following less taken paths away from people, I met two quiet sisters so full of love. Like I had known them forever. We talked, laughed, cried. Guided talked about service and charity - true service. It was something I need to hear. I am really getting caught up in the details of how everything is not going to work. It is hard to just let be. Just love it. I want to meddle and make it all work out.

I did something else out there tonight. I went up on stage to participate in a healing cycle. She said anyone, so I went. I stood with the man himself, and Everest guy in front of 800 people and I cried. Without wiping away my tears cause I was holding hands. And I allowed all that pain of these last couple months and this last year to come out. Miracles can be achieved when you believe, a clear beautiful voice sang. And I cried. And then as the last of the music came to a close, I felt all that other energy flowing and I gained peace and a sense of wholeness.
In front of a room fill with strangers I cried and let that pain be seen and known about and completed.
Quite something.
Then I had a quiet night all to myself.
Strange.
I could still cry, and might just yet.
When I believe. Miracles.

Oh and the ticket was 4090061 mine was 4090601. [smile]
I won the better prize.
I will get there this year though. It is just not an option.
Manifest.