Monday

Today is freaking out honesty day.

Time to get real about just how bad I allowed things to become.

I knew full well where we were headed and did nothing. On purpose

Weeks of all this downward energy have taken their tole. I am done.

So now that that intent is clear, it's time for a new intended result and declared intent.

I did clear out the garbage and clutter that has been building up for quite some time apparently.

Actually talking about past events has been rather liberating. Nothing was worth hiding from.

It can't be as bad as what I've already faced right.

I can hide no more, but at the same time I don't know how to be out there again.

I'm afraid. Afraid of people and actions and outcomes. Panic really.

The difference is I can no longer afford, literally, to be stopped by that.

I need to get up, get out there and fail so I can learn and do it all again.

Monkeys and Bananas. It's all about the monkeys and bananas.

Who can I be today, that will have a positive inpact on tomorrow?

How can I be who I am today to make that difference possible?

Today is a gift. How can I best honour that gift?

Ask and ye shall recieve

Seek and ye shall find

Knock and it shall be opened unto you.

How can I ......