insane

I have to be out of my mind
Running away from home no less.
But I so need to get away. I need this time. I need the Convention. I need to see my sister.
I need to go back there.
Something settles every time I'm there. Maybe this year I'll get a chance to visit those old places with some time to allow the memory lane wandering.

But this summer has been hard. Ignorance is not bliss. Ignorance is expensive. The last two months have been VERY expensive. I've got what a 15k backlog that will take me ages to get over. I am behind on everything, literally.
And I am leaving all that in what oh 3 hours. With more debt?

But the rewards. I could see the ocean, for just an hour.
What did I say I would do for that? Just about anything.
Well here it is.

I must be out of my mind.
Not insane though.
Doing something new and anticipating a new result.

Here we go!