Killer

I had the most killer kick ass day.
It so ROCKED!
It swam. I played. I ran. I was a great day!
It was a very long night, but not as long as I thought or expected it to be.

I feel amazing today. The four chocolate chillers might have something to do with that, (so way better that CM) but still.

I did have a good night, I even got a few hours sleep which was unexpected. I actually slept.
The voices were there and they hurt, but there were no nightmares.
It was balloons. From the bubble exercise, but I don't like bubbles, to distracting.
Those so painful memories and thoughts I could turn into dark floating balloons; seperate from me.
And then the strangest thing happened.
Someone took the balloon strings from my hand.
They pried them from my fingers, but it wasn't hard.
Someone else offered to hold them for me. Just hold them.
It was... nice, amazing, wonderful? After that I slept, good. And I've had a really good day.

This is sweet!

I don't even know who or what to thank.
I know it came from me. That it is/was me.
But I really feel .... thank you.

Next.